Books
Silent Victim
Growing up in a Child Porn Ring
Little Timmy is a shy, insecure, nine-year-old boy when he meets Brian Gunther, a third-grade teacher in his elementary school. Nothing awaits him at home except a physically and mentally abusive mother and an absentee father. But when Timmy appears at school one-day sporting bruises and a fat lip, everything changes between Mr. Gunther and him.
As Mr. Gunther showers Timmy with affection and gifts, he becomes the friend and male role model Timmy has never had in his life. However, the teacher has evil intentions for befriending Timmy far beyond simple molestation. As Timmy is unwittingly lured into the lonely, dark world of child pornography and orgies in which he is tortured and forced to perform sexual acts on other boys and men he becomes not only a victim of rape but also of blackmail and deception. Unfortunately, his nightmare is just beginning.
Silent Victim touchingly illustrates one boy’s shattering childhood journey as he learns to rely on sheer will and determination to survive the horrors of sexual abuse.
Untold Stories
How I Survived a Child Porn Ring
By the time Timmy Fielding is ten years old, he has already experienced situations to which no child should be exposed. He has a physically and mentally abusive mother and an absent father at home. At his school, still out for summer vacation, Timmy is unwittingly lured into a pornography ring by his third-grade teacher. Once he is in, it is almost impossible for him to get out. Untold Stories: How I Survived a Porn Ring tells Fielding's true-life story.
When not being beaten by his mother at home, he was tortured, forced to perform sexual acts on other boys and men, and coerced into appearing in pornographic movies for a group of men who serve as his surrogate parents. In the memoir, he tells of a scary and lonely world of abuse and pornography and the effects these environments had on him as an adolescent. Untold Stories narrates Fielding's will to survive, thrive, and escape with the help of family and friends who stood by him during difficult times.
Family Shame
Lost Boy
Family Shame is a tragic true story of an 11yr old boy looking for love in all the wrong places. Timmy finds himself in a dark lonely horrific world of child pornography. While trying to survive physical and mental abuse he suffers from his mother Linda. Timmy’s father works out of town and is hardly at home and when he is, he wants nothing to do with his son Timmy.
When not being beaten at home, he is tortured and forced to perform sexual acts on other boys and men and coerced into appearing in pornographic movies for a group of men who serve as his surrogate parents. The group of men shower Timmy with affection and gifts. However, the older Timmy gets the harder it becomes to control him, and the men revert to intimidation fear, and blackmail to keep control over Timmy.
Bill is a high-power lawyer and the leader within the group of men who have taken Timmy under his wing and won the favor of Timmy’s parents. Even so, Timmy is misguided through sex and money, making him the perfect victim. When Timmy is discovered by his father, he shortly becomes the big family secret. This memoir tells of a scary and lonely world of abuse and pornography and the effects it had on him growing up.